3 Year Old

Haven’t really been updating a proper post recently.
But but..I am here anyway.

And..
I am a 3 year old Christian today!
I am glad I am still running this race.

It is really a whole new phase that God is bringing me through.
I may be unsure of what lies ahead in the future, but I believe it’s going to be amazing!

I am holding pieces of jigsaw puzzles in my hands now.
I am waiting for God to show me a big picture of what He wants to show me.
I shall be patient and wait on Him.

Not going to take His presence for granted, got to hunger for His words even more.
Got to humble myself before Him.
In my weakness, He will strengthen me.

Hurdles after hurdles,
Obstacles after obstacles,
Valleys after valleys…
Which never seems to end…
But through all these, God is waiting to see His creation being strengthened and refined (:

Got to keep pressing on, no matter how tough it seems!

It’s going to be D-odds chalet later!
Looking forward to it! :D
Kudos to the planning team! Heard how much hard work they have been putting in!
It’s going to be so power-packed man!
A great way to celebrate my 3rd year as a Christian! Spending time with my fellow zone mates! :D

Yesterday something quite funny happened.
I was rushing to Pasir Ris to meet with Jasmine.
Moo was with me..and as we were walking to our bus stop, I just casually said, “God, I pray that the bus will come now”
In the next moment, we saw bus 21 appear and both of us ran like crazy to catch the bus.
HAHAHA! I prayed the prayer too early -.-

I am just blogging in random mode again.

Well..I think I better sleep soon before..my parents appear.
Shall journal down some stuff first.
Seem to have many things, wonder where to begin…

Thank You Jesus, I love You.

D Odds Chalet!

I am going for D Odds Chalet! (:

Going to be great!

You should come too!!!! :D

Press On

Nothing can ever separate us from the love of God.
Nothing.
Try running away, God’s love for you still remains the same (:

³⁸ For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, ³⁹ nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

I rededicated my whole life to You Lord
I know I am weak, but in my weakness, I shall be strengthened in You.
I surrender my life to You, all my emotions, my thoughts, my desires, my burdens, my strongholds, my weaknesses, my finances, my family, my studies, all the things that I am doing.
I will press on, till the day I see You face to face.
I will not give up.

Philippians 3:12-16

¹² Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me. ¹³ Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, ¹⁴ I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. ¹⁵ Therefore let us, as many as are mature, have this mind; and if in anything you think otherwise, God will reveal even this to you. ¹⁶ Nevertheless, to the degree that we have already attained, let us walk by the same rule, let us be of the same mind.

I am not perfect.
There will still be times I upset people.
Times that I did not do things right.
Times of failures are definitely inevitable.
Even so, I must stay strong in faith and not let doubts pull me away.
The key is to learn.

I just need to trust in God again.
Trust in Him at ALL times.
Confessing the word of God, and be convicted about what is spoken.

God called us to be where we are.
So just trust in Him.
He will show the way.

Praise God! (:

I belong to Jesus Christ.

A different phase

I am thinking…
Where should I begin? Haha

Last week has been great!
A phase that pushes me to do more, and trust in God more!
It has been a season where I kept telling God,
“God, I really don’t know what to do anymore, please take control”
And I see God moving in a special way.
I still need more of You in my life.

AMT has been really great.
Just 2 sessions, 10 hours of sharings, totally changed my perspective about people work.
It’s all being interested in people’s life and just loving them! (:
Every single life has it’s own story to tell.
And it’s always great to meet different kinds of people, seeing how they live their lives.
People are not just human beings existing for nothing.
But people all have their special value, their purpose in life.
Love people!

One day, I met Sihui when I was going home from church.
I totally enjoyed talking to her (:
It’s just so comfortable sharing things with her, even though I hardly talk to her.
Both of us can just go on and on sharing about our lives! (:

School is starting in about 1 month plus time.
My long break is going to end soon. Haha.
But school is going to be great!
Shi Han is in the same faculty as me too. Going to see him during orientation..Haha!
That will be cool! (:

Looking at the documents I have to complete gives me a headache.
It’s the second time I am looking at them, feels different.
Slightly better than the first time, but still..
Have to get them done real soon!

One of the happiest thing happened last week would probably be that Yiying went for PGSM preview and also attended AI conference on Friday! (: Really happy for her, I know she is going to do well in school!

I guess I need to end off here, can sense my parents going to chase me to bed soon…
Hahaha..

D Odds Meeting later on..
Gonna be great!

Inside out

As I read Stephanie’s blog, I just can’t help but smile! (:

Today when I was on the bus, there’s this little boy (around 1-2yrs old) who caught my attention.
He has got a really loud voice. haha (:
He was about to alight from the bus with her mum, and he was trying to get his mum’s wallet from the bag because he wanted to tap the card.
At the point of time, I didn’t know what was happening, but just find the boy really cute. So I just smiled to his mum.
Then later, I kept hearing him saying “byebye!” continuously…
When I looked up, he was saying bye bye to this boy who is around secondary school age I think.
It was really funny and sweet.
Then his mum also asked him to say bye bye to me when they were alighting the bus.
That just left me smiling through the journey as I was reading “You the leader”

And that also left me thinking-children have this amazing ability, they attract.
I start to wonder why.
And I think probably they are just very pure..
Don’t know man, it’s just something God places in little children! :D

It’s just something from the inside that makes who the person is on the outside….
Hmm..

Let the photos speak

HeartFest 09 on 14 February!

If you are still wondering what is HeartFest, let me tell you more! :D
There are many things lined up specially for YOU to enjoy!

50X30Ft Human Foosball Arena, Gladiator, DDR, Rockband, Guitar Hero, Fun Fair Games, Obstacle Games

There is also…

Movie-Screening – 50 1st Dates!

& Deejays too!

Things mentioned above are all FREE OF CHARGE!

Food are also available for purchase!

There will be Pizzas, Hotdogs, Yogurts, Softdrinks, Chicken Wings!

Too exciting to be missed! See you there on 14 February! :D

You called us to follow

God first called us to be where we are for a purpose.
It’s not by chance.
It’s neither a mistake.
(:

Sunday’s P&PH gathering was really great, even though I missed the first hour! The best it’s always at the end!
As Yassy was sharing Exodus 35:30-35, I just felt God speaking into my heart so strongly.
Presence of God was just so so so strong, that I can’t hold back my tears anymore.
To talk about abilities and skills, I don’t really have what it takes to actually be part of this team.
However, it was God who first called me to be where I am.
The vision I once had seemed to not be as strong anymore.
But God re-ignited that vision!

5 years, 10 years down the journey, it’s just going to be great!
A lot of rough edges to be refined.
A season to learn and grow even more!
Where do you see yourself by then?

I need to learn to push myself more!
I need to guard my heart, and keep my heart right!

Teamwork is great!
It’s no longer about what one individual can do, but I learn that teamwork is such a beautiful thing!
Teamwork allows everyone to learn from one another!
Each has our own strengths and weaknesses, as we do things, do life together as a TEAM, we help to cover each other’s back too!
We help to support one another!
When one is feeling down and out, another comes and pull you up!
When one do well, we celebrate together!
It’s never about who is the best, but it’s always better to see others doing better than you! (:
I love this wonderful thing call TEAMWORK!
There’s definitely a place for everyone in the house of God to grow!
It’s great privilege to be part of this great TEAM! (:

Love life,
Love people,
Love God!

A slightly different CNY

This year is just so different.
I don’t know it’s good or bad, I don’t think CNY this year really felt like one.
But at least I get to spend some time with my family!

I see something changed in my mum and it’s good to see her that way!
In everything, keep having faith!
Just keep believing everything will get better!
Going through the valleys makes you stronger and brings you up the mountains! (:

I am looking forward to CNY next year, because it’s going to be slightly different as my grandmother and uncle are going to move house over to woodlands!
And I believe changes are good! Hahaha!

I think there’s something more to be done during CNY.
I haven’t figure out what yet.
But I just can’t stand seeing every year’s CNY looking the same (except the fact that everyone looks older every year).
I will go think about it. haha..

Hmm
Have been eating and eating and eating. I think I haven’t felt hungry for 3-4 days.
I only remember how it is to be very full, yet still eating and eating.
Rest awhile, then someone presenting you another food to eat.
I seriously need to go exercise soon!!

What I look forward to now is tomorrow’s CEG
And also Sat’s Combined Service!!!!

I am going to eat more food later on.
wooaahhhhaaahahahaohhhhhhhh
My tummy gonna explode.

Amazing parents!

Happened to dropped by someone’s blog.
And I really feel very burdened.
It’s really scary to see how she has changed over these few years.
More than the change in physical appearance,
The way she thinks have changed because of all the experiences she had.

I think one of the scariest thing is that, you can no longer trust anyone.
And all you can trust is just you and yourself.
It’s good in a way as it helps to build you stronger.
But God never want us to live a life like this.
God wants everyone to experience His love.
And being loved, you begin to be able to love others!
We start to grow to be independent and responsible of our own lives.
Making sure everything is going on well in our lives.
Taking charge of your own room, finances, belongings, family, studies, etc.
When you are able to be responsible of your own lives, you begin to be able to help others also, and also work as a team!
And moving on to the great destiny God has prepared for each and and everyone of us!

As I look at my mum,
I really admire her.
She is really a worker!
These 2 days have been cleaning up my room.
Lots and lots of stuff for me to clear.
I think more or less it’s done.
A little bit more to go.
I never knew I have got so much junks in my room! HAHA =X
I am the only child at home and there’s so much stuff.
No wonder God didn’t place anymore siblings in my family.
I can’t imagine a room with even more things to clear. LOL

Back to my mum.
She is really amazing.
She is a person who organises her life well.
Not just her own, but the whole family.
Even she feels very tired, she still makes an effort to make sure I get to eat my lunch.
In the midst of mass cleaning, she still prepare for me to eat.
I just felt so touched and blessed to have her as my mum.
There’s so much I learnt from her.

Even though sometimes she may scold me, but it’s because she cares.
And in the first place, I haven’t been able to give her the security that I can be responsible of my own life.
Which is something I am working on now.
And I am glad to have cleaned my room myself! (:
But the biggest challenge now is to maintain it!
BMI! HAHAHA!

I just want to say that I have got a AWESOME MUM! (:
Can’t wait for her to be saved!
I am sure she is going to be a mighty woman of God! (:

My dad is also very amazing.
He wakes up at 4am everyday to go to work.
And reach home everyday at 8-9pm.
Hours of work?
About 15 hours!
He has been living in this mundane routine since I don’t know when.
Long before I was born.
I am 20 this year.
I think the shop is 21 years old? HAHA
Should be around there.
My dad is the man lah, the best! (:
Gonna pray for strength for him!
I realised he is really getting old :/
He is going to have breakthroughs in life!!
He is going to experience God! (:

I am glad to be where I am.
To be part of this family! :D